Thursday, November 20, 2008

Feeling a bit more normal

As some of your might not have known, both my husband and I were in a wedding this last friday, he being the Best Man and I the Matron of Honor :) And everyone kept asking at Church and around, if I was feeling back to normal yet, and I'd say, Yeah! I am, I never really felt out of wack...

It hit me like a TON of bricks on Tuesday how "out of wack" I really did feel... I looked around at my messy dirty home, and freaked out morningly about how I couldn't find anything to wear becuase of the LOADS of laundry that I need to do/ go through and put away, Constantly stared at the GIANT pile of gifts for the bride and groom invading my living room, and crashed nightly becuase of how EXAUSTED I really was.... woke up every morning feeling so not normal, like this moring, I walked into the kitchen to make breakfast for my husband and I, and could NOT for the life of me, decide what to make, Nothing sounded good... NOTHING.
And thankfully, for the last two nigths, I've made healthy fun dinners, my husband did the dishes last night, and we've done 3 loads of laundry tonight, I am about to put some cookies in the oven, and even though my husband is really sick right now, I'm FINALLY feeling back to normal...
It was an amazing wedding and I couldn't be happier for the bride and groom! It was SO LOVELY! I am, on the other hand, missing Montana more and more daily. I feel the need to move there, get out of the city and head north!
I was watching Paula Deen today at work with Ben, (4), He LOVES cooking shows :)
and out her kitchen window, all you could see was swaying trees... it just made me LONG for Sweet Montana beauty outside my homes windows again... Lord let YOUR Will be done, not mine. Enjoy your Thursday afternoon! Office at 9pm :)


Emily Bertholic said...

Okay girl, not to pry or anything, but have you taken a pregnancy test recently? You sound like me when I'm early prego...=)

RachelRuelas said...

Wha!? No way... why do you say that?!
and no i haven't taken one recently.

Emily Bertholic said...

Ha ha! That whole "out of whack" feeling...the nothing sounding good to eat...being indecisive...all sure-fire symptoms of early pregnancy for my bod! I obviously didn't recognize it for that with my first pregnancy because I had no reason. But the other times I've been prego, it has been just like you described how you've been feeling. =) Just thought I'd put that on your radar!